They say son is nothing but he has been born as a son.
This is all surprising because it is totally against the Vedas.
So please try to sit for meditation and chant on gayatri mantra, by hook and crook.
You can go to garden early in the morning to chant and meditate there.
So a complete guru is he who knows four Vedas and ashtang yoga and complete knowledge of karma, upasana and gyan.
In this connection Yog Shashtra sutra 1/26 also says that first guru is God and we must follow his knowledge of Vedas through present guru.
Whereas, I am working in such a place that morning would not be possible, (I can do mentally without proper asana or sitting) as everybody sleeping in the same room upto 8am, which I do not find privacy rather I do not like to chant in that area.Vedas have only produced King Harishchandra, Dashrath, Janak, Abhimanyu, Arjun, Yudhishtr and several others the warriors and justice and Vyas Muni, Kapil Muni, Guru Vashishth, Atri Rishi, Agastya Rishi and other several the knowledgest and Mata Sita, Ansuya, Savitri and several others and Bal Brahamcharini Gargi, the guru of king Janak.But due to our bad luck that we have forgotten Vedas and therefore rebirth of the said dignities are not being made visible, though the worship is lot in India.Our leaders and most of the gurus do worship but no peace, no justice, no brotherhood, no respect of women, etc., etc. Swami Ramswarup: When our views are spread unnecessarily it produces mental disturbances and health also.So please be careful to find a real guru and beware of false prophets. I was among the competent students but for last two years I am facing absent mindedness, lack of concentration, laziness and tiredness of mentality. A student is to concentrate only n study and health, being his moral duty.